10:32 a.m.

Wednesday, Mar. 15, 2006

Philogeny On a Mountain

Is there anyone who is interested in paying me to take a zen approach to life? I'd like to pursue nothing in particular and I have a feeling that it'd be difficult to be fed on nothing. I want to do nothing, but still eat food. That's completely logical right?

Do we ever stop fantasizing about not having to do anything?

I think once I graduate and have a change in my life-being that I won't be a student primarily-I can get a better perspective on life. So far I think my ideas are heavily stuck in theory rather than action and refinement. Kinda like when I think about playing my bass versus actually picking it up and playing it because I like to play it. There are differences I feel. "Feel" I mean literally. Thinking about playing doesn't feel right because then I'm thinking about playing instead of plucking along and saying, "hot damn! I am making some sweet vibratious musicals". Not those musicals though. Cats or, uh, Singing in the Rain. Actually, that's how my thoughts would go. "Not those types of musicals," I would say to myself.

Okay. I need to go to school to write about Paris stuff, than learn Paris stuff, then read cognitive stuff, then learn cognitive stuff. Then, television and more internet!

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